this page will not be enough i guess, of how thankful i am that God bestowed me with a great Journey --- my life....

i do not know why am i saying this...but its like, i am writing this blog with mix emotions, anger and doubts but amidst all these doubts,im am most grateful and must be satisfied. hay hope this blog will lead to somewhere...

yes --- im single again, officially, again free to spread my wings and to roam the vast world with no attachment. maybe its just pride, why i am telling this, but hey im a human, and i mean that i was hurt,with what happened, but so proud that after a day of realization im finally back in my track and more than willing to fight more and more specially that i found my new sets of weapons and armaments.---- my friends....my students....my parents....my family....my brothers and sisters.... and my creator.

yes, the person who betrayed me is my dear old friend,way back college life. a mentor, a person i respected and admired and a person who i cared most in a small circle of indifferent species ---yes the snake, i call him now. but anyways im happy with whatever outcome and the things i just did to them. you call it boxing tournament.... so proud, i was able to do it already. Nosebleed and akong friends pagkabalo nilang nakasumbag kog tawo.... it will happen. Karma is always there to hit them and lead them to Burma... rhyming kaayo-...

but all these things are just flickers of dust, compared to all the things i have gained through all these....

1. my friends - i mean the real friends who i thought were not real, and were not there in times when i needed them. friends that listened, friends that showed care and support, and friends that laughed and cried with me. its amazing how God moves- mysterious, powerful ways... yet we always take Him for granted. forgive me thy Lord.

Friends------need not to mention you guys but as in SUPER thank you

2. my students - i mean, i lots a friend but God sent me to the teaching world, for me to start many seeds of friendship, that i am starting to nourish and to look at now. students, who were afraid of me during the first day of class; now im afraid of loosing them for the semester is already on its last page. Hahay!~ Students who text me and send me warm hearted quotes... saying that we will miss you sir and the great bonding we shared.... admitting that they are unique and that their classmates were hard headed... hehehe reminds me of my old days in the great silliman skies. well...one thing is for sure... god designed this road for us to meet and for sure he has a better reason for us to keep and continue whatever road he started for us...

i am missing you guys already... i just love all of you... and i will say that teaching is the only reason why i keep my feet set in this great city.

im just a text away if you need me....

3. my creator - God thanks for the gift of life and the gift of touching others. i always be your son who dreams of making a difference in this world. and of being a full pledged servant. Lord, continue granting me the happiness and also the different challenges you have for me... and use me mold me to whatever you want me to be....

Lord forgive them, forgive me.... and God the father I praise and thank you for all the wonderful things i have and for letting me see great things in the most painful and down moment of my life...

Thanks for the promise and assurance that you gave....

love you lord..

nissan car... the students who keeps reminding me of this... kaw good...
emotional ka!

hehehe

now its time for me to see my dreams... the seedlings of reality...

mwah

Room
Sunday, 1:45AM
Happy for i just reconciled with a friend....

love you guys