My new song...
i did this when i was in my third week of insanity. Late afternoon when dumaguete was preparing herself for the buglasan and thye unigames...i did this at chantily with thier delicious burger and coffee.. the first time i enjoyed cape... wah!!
with tears hahay... here it goes...
(no title yet)
As i close my eyes
I see the remnants of the past
pain leading to insane
could not sleep but i just want to weep
for you are the only love of my life, oh baby you're so deep
* stop cursing baby coz i'm missing you badly
totally in pain, insane
help me and please explain
Chorus:
the day you said good bye
i asked myself why
i want you to stay
for we have a lot to say
and i pray pray pray
you'll be back like what we have yesterday
for you're the only one i know who is true making my life beautiful as blue..
you you you... lalalalal
we both must say i love you
and when we satyed together
gently caresing one another
super i felt the love so real forever
but i don't know what to do
why you suddenly flew and made me fell the bad fool untrue
Baby could not sleep
and the bottle of Vodkha here comes to rescue me
Mariah's song becomes the lullaby of your supposedly role
of whatever we had and i'm sad
please be back coz i don't want to have an attack
Superman could not bring what we both had
Superman could not bring what we both had
superman could not bring what we both had
Bridge:
Don't close the door
for we know that there is love we bothe are fighthing for
Baby baby come back to me
let's sway and dance the night away and make this day a moment to stay!
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Thanks Naddie for helping me out with some of the tunes... wee...
this song helped and is helping me to recover and get back and stand up all over agin!
thanks and the cafe is closing already!sorry for the wrong spellings!
mwah!
Thursday, October 30, 2008
Sunday, October 26, 2008
tears
chantilly, 5:00 Pm
(with burger and two cups of coffee)
the stains of purity
were abandoned
trying to wander
trying to ask
tying to beg
why it is not yet over
fin?
i don't think so
the mask
the facade
the fake smiles
hiding inside
the cloth
that covers the wrath
the worms eating my nights
solitude and despair
bring me and come do the repair
and as these raindrops
from my vision roam the earth
i too submit to lowness
but still my pride wins over the sadness that haunts me day and night
please let this end
for i don't want to submit myself to death
stains proving the purity now...
dirty yet the whiteness prevails
hope
i believe so
sigh!
and tears made me ok!
---to you who changed all stories just to accommodate your self hurting and stupidity.
chantilly, 5:00 Pm
(with burger and two cups of coffee)
the stains of purity
were abandoned
trying to wander
trying to ask
tying to beg
why it is not yet over
fin?
i don't think so
the mask
the facade
the fake smiles
hiding inside
the cloth
that covers the wrath
the worms eating my nights
solitude and despair
bring me and come do the repair
and as these raindrops
from my vision roam the earth
i too submit to lowness
but still my pride wins over the sadness that haunts me day and night
please let this end
for i don't want to submit myself to death
stains proving the purity now...
dirty yet the whiteness prevails
hope
i believe so
sigh!
and tears made me ok!
---to you who changed all stories just to accommodate your self hurting and stupidity.
Saturday, October 25, 2008
"I Stay In Love"
Oh baby
Baby, I stay in love with you
Dying inside 'cause I can't stand it
Make or break up
Can't take this madness
We don't even really know why
All I know is baby
I try and try so hard
To keep our love alive
If you don't know me at this point
Then I highly doubt you ever will
I really need you to give me
That unconditional love I used to feel
It's a mistake if we just erase it
From our hearts and minds and I know
[Chorus:]
We said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
'cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you
And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you now
No matter what I do
But baby, baby
I stay in love with you
Na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na
Baby, I stay in love with you
It cuts so deep
It hurts down to my soul
My friends tell me
I ain't the same no more
We still need each other
When we stumble and fall
How we gonna act
Like what we had
Ain't nothin' at all now
Hey, what I wanna do is
Ride shotgun next to you
With the top down like we used to
Hit the block
Proud in the SUV
We both know our heart is breaking
Can we learn from our mistakes
I can't last one moment alone
Now go I know
[Chorus x2]
I stay in love
Love
Oh, I stay in love.
Oh baby
Baby, I stay in love with you
Dying inside 'cause I can't stand it
Make or break up
Can't take this madness
We don't even really know why
All I know is baby
I try and try so hard
To keep our love alive
If you don't know me at this point
Then I highly doubt you ever will
I really need you to give me
That unconditional love I used to feel
It's a mistake if we just erase it
From our hearts and minds and I know
[Chorus:]
We said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
'cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you
And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you now
No matter what I do
But baby, baby
I stay in love with you
Na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na
Baby, I stay in love with you
It cuts so deep
It hurts down to my soul
My friends tell me
I ain't the same no more
We still need each other
When we stumble and fall
How we gonna act
Like what we had
Ain't nothin' at all now
Hey, what I wanna do is
Ride shotgun next to you
With the top down like we used to
Hit the block
Proud in the SUV
We both know our heart is breaking
Can we learn from our mistakes
I can't last one moment alone
Now go I know
[Chorus x2]
I stay in love
Love
Oh, I stay in love.
---i was just hit by this... and i am crying in the cafe.. sheT!!!help me please...
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
portals
October 22, 2008
4:47 AM
It was a long stretch of portals
well lit
well erected
it was a strange search
sacrifice---
was about to come
until you stood tall
amidst the portal
it changed
come
wrapped me with those extensions
my longings and despairs
until the smile of Luna
half-baked yet full
became the only sight of meeting faces
meeting ends
trapped with the darkness
viewed and glanced by the elusive jewels
slowly caressed and well coated by the sand
as i rubbed d entrance of his portals
indeed tall and erected
psssssst
we ran heading to that den
still coated with sand
not minding the audience
finally a splash came over me
exhausted yet fulfilled
Don't go
stay for i need d answer
of that puzzle
will cupid hit me?
hopefully yes
Portals enter and i submit myself to saunter
yet leading to my long deserved slumber
No
i need to have him...
oops no forever but still will i remember
the Luna
the sand
the jewels
and so i wish portal come enter...
October 22, 2008
4:47 AM
It was a long stretch of portals
well lit
well erected
it was a strange search
sacrifice---
was about to come
until you stood tall
amidst the portal
it changed
come
wrapped me with those extensions
my longings and despairs
until the smile of Luna
half-baked yet full
became the only sight of meeting faces
meeting ends
trapped with the darkness
viewed and glanced by the elusive jewels
slowly caressed and well coated by the sand
as i rubbed d entrance of his portals
indeed tall and erected
psssssst
we ran heading to that den
still coated with sand
not minding the audience
finally a splash came over me
exhausted yet fulfilled
Don't go
stay for i need d answer
of that puzzle
will cupid hit me?
hopefully yes
Portals enter and i submit myself to saunter
yet leading to my long deserved slumber
No
i need to have him...
oops no forever but still will i remember
the Luna
the sand
the jewels
and so i wish portal come enter...
Sunday, October 19, 2008
wee...the last time i wrote my blog entry was august and now november is coming too soon and mind you also the yuletide festivities...an excuse will do good i guess but all i want to say is maybe minding not the problem...or there are these problems but the hell we care... heheh
One thing that made me shocked and even until now i am still in a limbo for the fact that i modeled and do my runway stint when i had the chance to work with a local yet international taste designer during the opening of the Buglasan festival... it was something new to me and jee i love it! hahaha
new things come my way and grabbing them is great. now im disturbed by the fact that i did not do any of my masteral requirement and another incomplete feather to my hat i guess... the hell i care... need to submit grades, just submitted my BIR form and hopefully tomorrow the grades or even partial of it!!!
the call to get wet under the rain is haunting me.. remeber the days when we held on in the rain... lalalalal... hahay.... regrets are there but wala na tay mahimu... hahahy!!
I THANKS nADI FOR ALWAYS BEING THERE.. to the extent that some people think we are lovers.. we laugh at it for we know deep with in us that we are just two crazy creatures enjoying the world of Friendship.. and with this chemistry some people try to get rid the so called thing me and andi have... try to destroy it for their own advantages... hahay!
thanks ning!!!
One thing that made me shocked and even until now i am still in a limbo for the fact that i modeled and do my runway stint when i had the chance to work with a local yet international taste designer during the opening of the Buglasan festival... it was something new to me and jee i love it! hahaha
new things come my way and grabbing them is great. now im disturbed by the fact that i did not do any of my masteral requirement and another incomplete feather to my hat i guess... the hell i care... need to submit grades, just submitted my BIR form and hopefully tomorrow the grades or even partial of it!!!
the call to get wet under the rain is haunting me.. remeber the days when we held on in the rain... lalalalal... hahay.... regrets are there but wala na tay mahimu... hahahy!!
I THANKS nADI FOR ALWAYS BEING THERE.. to the extent that some people think we are lovers.. we laugh at it for we know deep with in us that we are just two crazy creatures enjoying the world of Friendship.. and with this chemistry some people try to get rid the so called thing me and andi have... try to destroy it for their own advantages... hahay!
thanks ning!!!
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